Those pages in this blog is just a safe place where I can be myself and share my thoughts, good or bad, random or not, I just write them off, for me, myself and I. It's therapeutic for me, sometimes makes me realize things I wasn't aware before writing about them. Besides writing for me, there's actually another reason that I write those pages, but it's a bit more complicated to explain.
There was this friend I used to talk to everyday, we used to do stuff together, listen to music, play games, make plans and goals for the future, talk about everything and nothing at all once. He's gone now. I miss him. That's why I write all this shit.